YOU KNOW WHAT IS GOING ON WITH PSYCHIATRIC DRUGS

I THINK FOR LIKE DEPRESSION THESE DRUGS ARE WORKING - BUT WHEN YOU GET HIGHER UP INTO MORE SERIOUS PSYCHIATRIC DISORDERS - IT BECOMES VERY DODGY. IN MADHOUSE I WAS REALLY SURROUNDED BY ALL TYPE MADS - THESE DRUGS WERE HAVING ABSOLUTE NIL EFFECT ON THEM. THEY WERE PUSHING THEM IN LIKE HELL. SO THIS PSCHIZOPHRENIA GIRL STAYED WITH ME ALL TIME THEY KEPT ME THERE - SHE WAS NOT THAT TOTAL MAD BUT TYPICAL SCHIZOPHRENIA VOICES/PARANOI. SHE WENT BACK HOME FOR FEW DAYS ON EID AND CAME BACK - I WAS OF COURSE NEVER PICKED UP BY MY DEVIL FAMILY. SO SHE CAME BACK AND WAS REPEATING WHAT PROBABLY HER MOTHER HAD SAID - ' KEEP GIVING THEM HUGE SUMS OF MONEY BUT THERE IS NO TREATMENT' - SHE WAS ABSOLUTELY RIGHT. NURSES WERE PUSHING DRUGS INTO HER AND THERE WAS ABSOLUTE NIL EFFECT ON HER. ACTUALLY PATIENT RELATIVES WERE GETTING TIRED AND JUST TAKING THEIR LOVED ONES OUT. BUT THEY HAD THESE HIGH PAYING OPAQUE WHITE TALL PEOPLE COMING IN PRIVATE WARD - THE MAD DOCS WERE BEHAVING LIKE THEY WERE THEIR SERVANTS AND WERE RUNNING TO GIVE THEM DRUGS. THESE DRUGS CANNOT WORK AT SPIRITUAL LEVEL LIKE DEMONS - BUT THEY WORK LOCAL AT LEVEL OF BRAIN CONNECTIONS. LIKE THEY HAD 1ST GIVEN ME SUCH HIGH DOSE - I WAS LOSING MY BALANCE AND FALLING DOWN. SEVERAL FALLS REALLY - EVEN NURSES STARTED MAKING A FUSS AND THEY CHANGED MY DRUGS. LIKE I SAID THESE DEVIL LINES BODIES ARE CONNECTED - I THINK IN THESE DEVIL LINES MANY PROBLEMS ARE HAPPENING AT LOCAL BRAIN LEVEL - SYNAPSES - IN DEVIL LINES THESE DRUGS ARE WORKING. 

SO THOSE MAD PEOPLE CAME/WERE CALLED BY MOTHER - HE WAS LIKE CRUSHED - YOU ARE STILL GETTING HALLUCINATIONS ON DRUGS - I WAS LIKE I AM NOT GETTING HALLUCINATIONS - WHAT I AM GETTING IS NOT WHAT YOU CALL HALLUCINATIONS AT ALL - THIS IS AT SPIRITUAL LEVEL NOT PHYSICAL. IF IT WAS POSSIBLE THEY WOULD REALLY HAVE GIVEN ME AN INJECTION AND DRAGGED ME AND LOCKED ME IN MADHOUSE AGAIN FOREVER - THOSE PARENTS WERE ALL FOR IT - IF THERE WAS NO EXTERNAL INPUT IN MY LIFE.