HONESTLY VLAD WENT THROUGH AN EXTREMELY HARD TIME - I HAD TO DO HIS TOTAL TRAINING

SO THIS IS LATE 80S AND EARLY 90S. I DID'NT EVEN KNOW IF HE WAS ALIVE PERSON - BUT I CAN FEEL ABSOLUTELY ALL STRESS HE GOES THROUGH. ACTUALLY HE IS CONSTANTLY HAVING HEADACHES WHEN HE READS THESE POSTS. HE HAS GONE THROUGH SEVERE PANIC ATTACKS WITH ME GOING TO BATHROOM AND LOCKING MYSELF IN - SUCKING ON VERY STRONG LIKE POISON MINTS NA DHOLDING MYSELF BY ARMA AND TELLING MYSELF CALM DOWN CALM DOWN. THIS IS WHEN WORKING AT CAMBRIDGE HOSPITAL. HIS PICTURES DURING THAT TIME ARE EXTREMELY BAD - HE IS OFTEN WITH SOBCHAK - HIS FACE IS VERY SMALL AN DDRAINED AND HE IS LIKE DEAD. THAN HE WAS LIKE HAVING PANIC AND COULDN'T LOOK AT WOMEN PELVIS - WITH ME CALMING HIM DOWN AND STANDING WITH PEOLE AND LIKE FOCUSED ON THEIR PELVIS TO TEACH HIM HOW TO DO IT. SAME I DID EXTREME FLIRT STUFF WHEN I WAS ATTENDING CATHOLIC CHURCH IN US - THAT WAS ONLY TO TEACH HIM HOW TO FLIRT WITH PEOPLE AND NOT GET STRESSED OUT. HIS PICTURES AT THAT TIME ARE MUCH BETTER - AND LIKE AMUSED LOOKED AT CAMERA = ME. SO HE WAS LEARINING VERY WELL FROM ME HOW TO BE A FLIRT. ANYWAY TO ME FLIRTATION IS NOTHING - SO HE RELLY PICKED UP FAST. BUT HE THINKS THE SEX SYSTEM RUSSIA DEVILS ARE RUNNING IS HOW RUSSIA SHOULD ALWAYS RUN