SO THAT RAG DOLL I HAD WAS DEVIL SCARING ME

THAT RAG DOLL WAS LIKE VERY BASIC YOU WOULD MAKE FO RVERY POOR PEOPLE. ITS FACE WAS PRINTED WITH BIG BLACK EYES AND JUST ARMS LEGS. DON'T EVEN REMEMBER ANY HAIR ON IT. SO EVEN AT THAT TIME TOYS WERE MOSTLY PLASTIC AND THEY JUST PICKED UP THIS DOLL FOR ME FROM SOMEONE NEARBY AS WE LIVED AT ARMY BASE WITH NO SHOPS. REALLY I COULD NEVER FIGURE OUT WHY ANYONE WILL BUY THIS TOTALLY SCARY DOLL FOR THEIR KIDS. I MOSTLY IGNORED IT - IT JUST LAY AROUND SOMEWHERE. BUT SOMETIMES I WOULD ON PURPOSE LOOK INTO ITS EYES AND SHUDDER - IT WAS SO SCARRY. I REMEMBER SOME FANCY PLASTIC DOLLS LIKE I THOUGHT CAME FROM UK - LOOKED VERY PRETTY - FANCY CLOTHES - I MOSTLY IGNORED THEM AS PLASTIC WESTERN PEOPLE LOOKING VERY PRETTY. THAT RAG DOLL WAS OUT OF THIS WORLD.

ALSO USED TO HAVE THIS VERY SCARY NIGHTMARE - WORST INCIDENT WAS VERY HAD JUST ARRIVED IN BADIN BASE (CITY WHERE THAT RUSSIAN GIRL HAD GONE TO ) AND IN 1ST NIGHT FOUND A RATTLE SNAKE IN MY ROOM - EVERYONE CAME IN AND GOT IT OUT. EVEN HAD SAME NIGHTMARE ON ARRIVAL IN KARACHI ON 1ST HOLIDAY FROM UK. SO ITS LIKE I AM IN A ROOM AND EVERYTHING IS MADE OF SOLID GOLD AND IS GETTING BIGGER LIKE TABLE GROWING. I JUST LOOK AT IT - THAN IT IS COMING TOO NEAR IT AND MICHAEL SAYS GET UP - I SAY OH LET ME SLEEP ITS JUST A DREAM - THAN ITS ALMOST GOING TO CRUSH ME - AND MICHAEL SCREAMS GET UP YOU ARE GOING TO DIE. I SUDDENLY WAKE UP AND BREATHING VERY HARD AND SCARED. THE PLACE HAD SAME BIG FEELING AS INSIDE A PYRAMID.